Thank you girls. My arm has throbbed horribly today. If it's still this bad in the morning I'm going to call the doc's office to see if this is normal. I don't remember it hurting this much the last time, but that was in 2005.
Jessi.....The docs are pretty much adament that my body couldn't physically handle working any job. I have the neck/arm thing that makes a lot of paper/computer work and/or lifting impossible. Then I have the Fibromyalgia, that combined with my auto-immune disease causes every day pain, stomach problems, migraines, constant sinus infections, joint pain and swelling....etc.... I have tried for disability, but according to them I am too young w/ too much education

it's not like I'm 21 have 10 degrees. So, I basically have no choice. It's either go back to school and find something that isn't so demanding that I could possibly do, be broke forever, or go back to a physically demanding job that will more than likely leave me in a wheelchair. It's really a damned if you do, damned if you don't type thing. I miss working, I miss x-ray.....I grieve every day over my old life. I even dream about being back to work and not being in pain. It makes me feel so empty and useless when I wake up. I loved working, and I would give just about anything to go back to it....but I honestly am scared that I will mess my body up worse than what it is.